New Year

Today officially marks the last day of Summer vacation. I loved our week together. I loved soaking up nine whole days with the boys. 

Tomorrow Felix begins first grade. I have a pit in my stomach. I know many parents are ready for their kids to return to school, that's not me. Although I work Monday through Friday, I absolutely love my mornings with the boys. I love knowing Felix is having the best vacation. I love being able to call him during the day to hear his voice. I am the mom that would be 100% content being home with them everyday. Being a mom to Felix and Oscar is my favorite job in the entire world! 

First grade will be a transition. I worry about every aspect. I worry about his relationships with new classmates, I worry about his connection with his teacher, his lunch, his reading. You name it, I worry.  I know there will be no comparison to Kindergarten, but it felt like home. I loved walking Felix into class every morning. 

Felix, first grade is waiting. Watching you walk in the doors tomorrow will be bittersweet, but I know you're ready! I love you and am so proud of you! 

Free to be 3

3 years old! I cannot believe it! It has happened so fast. This year was a roller coaster, but we really enjoyed watching Oxy grow! 

Oscar is full of life. He is attached to me (I love it), idolizes Felix, and loves snuggling with Walter. He is a physical kid. He loves to run, jump, climb (Felix was the opposite, very cautious). He is strong willed and still very opinionated. There are hard days, but we have learned to much from being his parents. He can be very loud and it can be embarrassing, but no dirty look in the world will make me silence him. His love for life is powerful! 

Oscar Vincent, your dimple smile lights up the room. Your spunk and silly personality is contagious! Your sweet kisses make my heart skip a beat! I love you beyond measure. You are my SUPER! Thank you for bringing so much adventure into our lives! 

Heart Full

Last year I said it had been the hardest year as a mother...well this year surpassed it! This year tested every piece of me! We got through it, we are all happy, healthy and still full of love. I am a better mom because of everything and again I am so proud of myself. Never in my life would I think I would have to advocate so intensely for my family, but this year I did and I did it with pride. 

My favorite rolls in life are being a mom to my boys and partner to Walter. 

I hope all the mother's in my life had a fantastic day celebrating. 

Creative Science

At each drop off I am reminded of how amazing Felix's school is. For our family it is more than a school, it has been a way of life. We chose this school for Felix because we wanted something different. We wanted a place where he'd thrive, something other than the traditional classroom. Felix walks into school with a smile. A smile that so many people comment on. A smile that tells me this is where he belongs. 

Last week, Felix was late to school because he had a dentist appointment. When we walked into his classroom three of his friends greeted him with hugs, smiles and to talk about what they were going to play. What a welcoming crew! Just when I thought it couldn't get better, it did! Felix's teacher called him over to the job table, smiled and said, "Now our class is complete." 

Again, I was reminded that we picked the right choice for our family. As a parent it feels AMAZING to know your child is in a place that is safe and where people care. And I can proudly say that his classroom is full of 22 students and 2 teachers that all care and look out for each other. It's the best feeling! 

C.S.S is our home!

Six

Everyone told me it goes by fast, boy were they right! It's bittersweet for me. I love that Felix is growing up, at the same time it is so hard. 

This year has brought many new stages. Felix now gets embarrassed if we give him too much love at school, if we say certain things or bring too much attention to him. He still loves hard and is one of the most caring individuals. He still likes to hold hands, cuddle at home and talk about life. He really is one of the sweetest people in my life and not just because he is my child! He is a nice kid. A kid that other kids like to be around. He is so inquisitive and loves learning new facts about animals. He LOVES school and LOVES his family. 

Felix Rene,

You bring so much happiness to so many peoples lives! Your smile and giggle are contagious! I love every ounce of your being, and every little beauty mark! I am thankful for having you. You make my life better. You are the reason I fight so hard. Happiest 6th Birthday, Groundhog! You complete me! 

2016

This house is ready to move on! 

2015 has been the hardest year yet; lots of stress, lots of tears, lots of anxiety. During all of the rough patches, we sure made some great memories and all stuck together! 

We couldn't be in a happier place right now. Walter's job has been a perfect fit for him and they treat him the way employers should. Felix is LOVING school. It's crazy to watch his different stages of development. Oscar is talking so much clearer and loves copying Felix. And for me, I have my health, my family and my friends...it's really all I need! 

My hope, is for everyone that had a rough year (and I know there are many of you), to get a break and have a little peace in 2016!

Bring it, we are ready! 

Thankful

2015 has been, hands down, one of the toughest years! So many obstacles, so many lows. I have had some of the best support from friends and family. 

I am so thankful for Walter! Thankful for how hard he works for our family. Thankful for how dedicated he is to us. Without his unconditional love, this year would have felt impossible. We got through it all! I love you beyond words! 

Thankful doesn't even begin to explain how I feel about my mom. There is no support like hers, no love like hers and no compassion like hers! I am beyond thankful to have her by my side every day. She has helped in so many ways this year; helping with the boys, talking on the phone, listening to me cry and letting me just veg out at her house. She is home to me and I am so thankful for her. 

The two that filled my heart when it felt empty, showered me with an endless amount of love, and kissed all my tears away. Felix and Oscar, thankful is an understatement! You two are my world, my being and what I will always continue to fight for! 

Of course, my sisters! When I was scared, you three were all there! When I was sad, you three were all there! When my heart felt crushed, you three were all there! I am so thankful I have you three in my corner! I love you and feel lucky to have you as my sisters! 

And to my friends, so very thankful for all the support and love. Thank you for all the hugs, texts and positive talks. I really appreciate all of you! 

So much to be thankful for this year; health and happiness! Happy Thanksgiving!