Maternity Leave

The last 14 weeks have flown by! It quite possibly could have been the best Summer of my life! I loved sharing the sunny days with the boys and spending every waking moment with them. My heart aches thinking of being without them. Luckily enough I work in a department that I do not hate and I have some very amazing coworkers that I am excited to catch up with! I am hoping that  will make my transition a little easier. 

Oscar is more attached to me than Felix was at this age (I didn't know it was possible). It is true that each child is different! Oscar likes to be held most of his days, being in the front pack works. If he could eat all day, he would. He isn't on a schedule yet and sleeps sporadically throughout the day for short periods of time.  He is just a little more high maintenance than Felix was, which makes leaving him a little harder to grasp...and then add Felix to the mix and leaving seems impossible!

There are so many worries I have, but I know they will be loved by Walter and my mom. Today Walter gets both boys by himself! I'm excited for him to bond even more with Oscar and both boys together, but wish I was home to watch! 

Felix and Oscar, I love you to pieces and will miss you tremendously! I will carry you both in my heart everyday! Smile a lot, have fun and be ready for huge hugs and kisses when I get home! You both are my world! ❤😢